Sorry for the harsh language but I just spent the last hour writing a long post talking about how I've been feeling over the past few days, self doubt and a bunch of other heartfelt, soul baring, gut wrenching crap. And now, somehow, Blogger deleted half that post when it published and I couldn't recover the rest. Fuckity Fuck Fuck.
In short, I have not felt as positive about my running this past weekend but writing it all out helped a lot. Now, I'm just pissed off at Blogger. Grrrrrr. Anyways, tomorrow is another day, another potential run, and another shot at being as fierce as I sometimes seem but don't always feel.
Ack, I'm so angry!